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AmaekilShath

AmaekilShath

Posts : 479
Join date : 2015-03-22
Age : 36
Location : Mt Oxact

Character sheet
Name: Nefandi Oxt
Faction: S.T.A.L.K.E.R.
Level: 66

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PostSubject: My sparse attendance of late.   My sparse attendance of late. EmptyThu Jan 19, 2017 10:08 pm

I may not be the most prominent member of this wonderful community but, having been promoted and seemingly become silent afterwards and more so in a couple of weeks I figured a wee explanation might be at hand.
Alcohol, my sworn enemy of 15 plus years, and culprit of many a cock-up in my life, the depression, multiple suicide attempts, along side drug addiction, has taken it's toll for long enough, and is now my ticket to 6 months in a clinic to regain control of my life, my mind and whatever else I lost along the way!
Nervous and hopeful, terrified and excited. The prospect of exiting the establishment with aid in acquiring a new home and employment, both of which I shall be able to keep up with, bills paid and only a reason of leaving because of a promotion or a better job, rather then the usual banging on the door because I'm behind in rent or "relieved" of my duties, because it's not safe to have me working in a busy kitchen, or indeed that I reek of liquid debauchery and can barely string a sentence together without tilting from side to side!
So yes! The place I'm going does allow you to bring a laptop/tv, a guitar shall join me also, no WiFi but a couple of PC's are hooked up in the lounge so the odd comment may arise from time to time. A nice little place it is, only a handful of residents and has good reviews!
So, fingers crossed I get to live after all Smile

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Soju

Soju

Posts : 2266
Join date : 2014-10-19
Location : USA

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PostSubject: Re: My sparse attendance of late.   My sparse attendance of late. EmptyFri Jan 20, 2017 9:03 am

Good luck to you mate.

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LukaTheJawa

LukaTheJawa

Posts : 2262
Join date : 2015-06-17
Age : 19
Location : Scavenging for parts

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Name: Jawa Thief
Faction: Anti stormtrooper fedaration
Level: 15

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PostSubject: Re: My sparse attendance of late.   My sparse attendance of late. EmptyFri Jan 20, 2017 10:28 am

As long as you don't lurk it's all fine real life comes first always Very Happy , best of luck to you and hope all your issues can be resolved
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Moonlightbae

Moonlightbae

Posts : 1388
Join date : 2014-03-28
Age : 22
Location : Chasing my Daisy

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Name: Litney Houston
Faction: Heartbreak Kids
Level: BadKenzClub aka FRESHER THAN YOU

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PostSubject: Re: My sparse attendance of late.   My sparse attendance of late. EmptyFri Jan 20, 2017 10:41 am

No worries about not being around, GUNetwork will always be here. First and foremost is you. As long as you're taking care of you that's all that matters. Your health and mind gotta come first and do not worry. We all know real life is a bitch, best of luck to you man much love.

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AmaekilShath

AmaekilShath

Posts : 479
Join date : 2015-03-22
Age : 36
Location : Mt Oxact

Character sheet
Name: Nefandi Oxt
Faction: S.T.A.L.K.E.R.
Level: 66

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PostSubject: Re: My sparse attendance of late.   My sparse attendance of late. EmptyFri Jan 20, 2017 7:19 pm

Aye, life's a total ass sometimes!! Ah well, onwards and upwards and roll on next year! Hahaha
Cheers guys \m/ \m/

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Gogatsu390

Gogatsu390

Posts : 45
Join date : 2015-04-07
Age : 36
Location : Earth Sometimes Mars

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PostSubject: Re: My sparse attendance of late.   My sparse attendance of late. EmptyFri Jan 20, 2017 8:27 pm

As someone who suffers from PTSD and crippling depression I get where you are coming from. All the best of luck to you.

"I will not take my own life by my own hand until I talk to my Battle Buddy first. My mission is to find a mission to help my Warfighter Family." ~Spartan Pledge~
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RafftheSweetling

RafftheSweetling

Posts : 289
Join date : 2016-10-07
Age : 44
Location : Australia

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Name: Invisible Hands
Faction: Emerald Enclave
Level: Lvl 7 - Ranger

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PostSubject: Re: My sparse attendance of late.   My sparse attendance of late. EmptyFri Jan 20, 2017 8:32 pm

You're already making us all proud, bro. And you know where to find me, I will be on FB any time you want a chat. Smile

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AmaekilShath

AmaekilShath

Posts : 479
Join date : 2015-03-22
Age : 36
Location : Mt Oxact

Character sheet
Name: Nefandi Oxt
Faction: S.T.A.L.K.E.R.
Level: 66

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PostSubject: Re: My sparse attendance of late.   My sparse attendance of late. EmptyFri Jan 20, 2017 9:44 pm

@Gogatsu390 that's grim bud and yeah, depression, such a joy! Then topping it up with drinking to block it out, decided to stay there and BAM! I'm in my 30's and not got my shit together in the slightest, pretty pitiful!

Hope things pick up for you @Gogatsu390

And cheers Raff, been dry for 2 weeks so far in preparation, gonna nail this and BOOM!!! Can't wait to see the other end Very Happy

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Commander Wolffe

Commander Wolffe

Posts : 2385
Join date : 2015-09-23
Age : 28
Location : Antwerp

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Name: William Lionheart
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Level: 56

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PostSubject: Re: My sparse attendance of late.   My sparse attendance of late. EmptySat Jan 21, 2017 4:37 am

Well good luck with your en devours, we believe in you! Real life is way more important, so don't worry about us until you don't have to worry about your life.
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AmaekilShath

AmaekilShath

Posts : 479
Join date : 2015-03-22
Age : 36
Location : Mt Oxact

Character sheet
Name: Nefandi Oxt
Faction: S.T.A.L.K.E.R.
Level: 66

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PostSubject: Re: My sparse attendance of late.   My sparse attendance of late. EmptyThu Feb 09, 2017 6:18 am

First week in, and was allowed to bring my PC so yeah, game on! Smile

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praising

praising

Posts : 1493
Join date : 2016-01-02
Age : 28
Location : South of Heaven

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Name: Elmos Preisley
Faction: Randall & Associates
Level: 42

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PostSubject: Re: My sparse attendance of late.   My sparse attendance of late. EmptyThu Feb 09, 2017 6:46 am

@AmaekilShath Nice to hear mate, hope it's going well for you, and hopefully having your PC and being able to mod and game will help you going through this. I also hope you were able to bring one of your guitar and that this experience may inspire you to write some awesomely terrific riffs. Anyway, Keep on Rockin' buddy Wink

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kazeem

kazeem

Posts : 849
Join date : 2016-05-27
Age : 43
Location : France

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PostSubject: Re: My sparse attendance of late.   My sparse attendance of late. EmptyThu Feb 09, 2017 7:10 am

Congrats for being so determinated, i wish you all the strength you need. I have been glad to read these lines you wrote !

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AmaekilShath

AmaekilShath

Posts : 479
Join date : 2015-03-22
Age : 36
Location : Mt Oxact

Character sheet
Name: Nefandi Oxt
Faction: S.T.A.L.K.E.R.
Level: 66

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PostSubject: Re: My sparse attendance of late.   My sparse attendance of late. EmptyThu Feb 09, 2017 7:44 am

@praising yep, got my 7 string with me Smile

@kazeem Thanks man! Smile \m/

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